I Do Not Deserve You

Oh, my sweet…

You are… so amazing, so wonderful, so sweet, so gorgeous, so beautiful… and fuck it, let's face it, so obscenely shapely…

You are not just my dream. You are every dream I have ever had, beyond my wildest hopes, so far past my most optimistic expectations of what this great universe might have to offer me…

And you've managed to convince me that you like having me around. You've almost managed to convince me that you love me. Maybe you might one day get it through this thick skull that you are mine, just as surely as I am yours.

But you will never, ever, ever convince me that I deserve you. That I am worthy of even just the love I already feel from you. That there is anything even remotely even about this bargain.

You are too good for me. You are too good for us all. You are…

You are amazing.

Just amazing.

And, good god do I love you.

And will forever be yours, deserving or not.

Goodnight, beautiful. I love you.