Indulgence

Um.

Is it weird that I've been hugely turned on ever since I shared one of my favorite recurring fantasies? You probably don't even want to know how many times you've been on my lap like that, my hands on your waist, your breasts pressed against me as our tongues explore each other and your hips rock gently… the feel of not being the only thing inside of…

Aw, crap! Sorry! What was I getting at, again?

…thinking of your response to it, how it made you feel… Thinking about how my thing can potentially blend so well with what I'm starting to suspect might be your thing (though admittedly, I could very well be much delulu)…

Liberating.

It's not about the tail, btw, but how it's attached…

Just, you know, in case that wasn't clear.

Though…

The thought of the sounds you might make around me as I give it a gentle tug…

ffffffuuuuuuu, good lord, maybe I shouldn't even be trying to write this morning. But that's just where I'm at right now. If you so much as touched me in this moment…

Well. Finally gonna have some alone time here in a bit, thank Christ. Don't message me this morning, unless you want to interrupt……………

(then again, how delicious would that be??………)

Omg. Seriously. There is a point I've been trying to get to, I promise!

You know that, aside from a few crises of self-confidence, I've not been shy about talking about the things you do to me, the things I want to do to you, the things I want you to do to me… but I've mostly kept it to the more, uh, vanilla end of the spectrum, at least here. My less-tame fantasies, I've relegated to even more anonymouser anonymous accounts…

(…and I was doing some self-reflection on why I do that yesterday… and was going to write about that, too, but now I'm thinking that's a topic best left for another letter…)

Well. No more! I mean, I've only even had one other account for, I dunno, a year? Maybe two? And it's very low volume… Plus I accidentally crossed the streams with it a few months ago, so maybe it's not even going to be much of a surprise to anyone who might happen to read me… Well, I'm going to shut it down. Or maybe shut this one down, I dunno. I mean, this account is good, but that one has my favorite username that I've ever come up with, by far… seems a shame to be rid of it… Plus I've got a sense you might like it…

Well, anyways, I'll think about it. And, yeah. /u/SirPsychoCalico is me.

And that's that. One account. I won't be deleting either one or anything dramatic like that.

But baby, I'm going to try to start opening up to you more. In all sorts of ways…

And all of it always goes into the archives… for you to read one day, once I can give it to you, and if you're ever bored enough…

Hm. Personal growth! Exciting! I like it.

And I like you. Like like you like you. So damned much.

Alright. Better go warm the car up. See you later, maybe?

Yours.