Frawgs

I'm sorry, baby. I don't know what I was doing down in that hole last night… but I do know that nobody drove me to it but myself. I wasn't tossed in, I climbed down all on my own…

And it was probably unfair because it wasn't even all about you, even though my letter to you was.

Well. Thank you. You got to me at just the right time. And with just the right thing. And that little froggie of yours was lifting more than just weights, and I went to bed with my spirit once again aloft, at least when it comes to you…

But it got me thinking, and not for the first time… the meme exchange thing we do is great. I hope we always do it. We've been building our connection piece by teeny tiny piece with it, letting each other know that we're in each other's thoughts, all that good stuff. It is fantastic.

But if I really wanna show you that I love you (and I do. I do.), there's actually this really simple thing I could do - or, do a whole lot more, since it wouldn't be completely new:

I could follow one up with “What's up?” or… “How's it going?” or… anything, really. Just… something more.

Someone very special to me demonstrated that a few months ago, you know. And I still remember how it made my heart feel. And I just want you to feel that very same thing.

(It was you, by the way, that very special-to-me person. Just, you know, to be clear)

I know. I probably should have caught on a lot earlier. I just get blinded sometimes by… I dunno… the everything else.

But I'm working on it. I'm growing.

Which reminds me… maybe instead of dumping on a character who, truth be told I rather like, I should recognize that maybe Rory spent all those centuries growing, while still maintaining his essential Rory-ness.

And maybe I've been growing, while maintaining (and even reclaiming) my essential me-ness. At least I hope I am.

Yeah. I like that. I hope you do, too.

Also I haven't watched that story arc since probably when it first aired so honestly I hope my memory of it being sweet is correct, lol.

Anyways, baby, I've been rambling for a while now. Probably shoulda waited til the coffee was ready, this whole thing maybe might've made more sense… but these thoughts have been bouncing around in my head all night and I figured I'd best let them out as soon as I can. Sorry for the mess.

And I do love you. You are my shining star.

Good morning, beautiful. I hope you have a wonderful day.

Yours.