Engine car, brake car.

Apr 27, 2025

Hey, babe, sorry to keep hammering on this analogy — though, after all, you were the one who introduced me to it! But, babe…

There have been times, over the years, where you’ve definitely been in the engine car. Maybe I wasn’t hitting the brakes, but I was definitely drifting — knowing exactly what I wanted, but having no earthly idea how to get it… then you’d show up with an invitation to a burlesque show or something…

But right now…

Yeah.

I'm in the engine car. Driving it the best I know how to do.

But, thing is… now that I see where this is headed…

I don't expect to ever lift up off of that gas pedal again.

(except maybe when I do an epic fuck up… though, babe… I do learn from my mistakes… the little ones might take a time or three, but the big ones? I mean… I am human, but… well. I learn my lesson, promise)

But there's gotta be someone in both cars, right? That crazy dance wouldn't work any other way. One to push forward, one providing a bit of trim here and there to make sure we don't go ramming right into the barrier wall…

Both learning to trust the chain between us not to break.

Well, babe… I trust you. When you're in the brake car, and when you're at the engine…

I trust you.

So let's drive this thing across that finish line. Whether it's around the next bend, or another one down the line… so long as we're in it together…

We will make it.

Yours.

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