"You" Fanfic

Babygirl…

Been thinking about things.

A lot.

And I'm just…

When your fantasy is my fantasy? And when my fantasy is yours?

Baby. That's not accidental.

That's fate.

And who would we be to ignore that?

Babe. That ass is going to be mine. For real. For really real. Maybe not today, maybe not tomorrow, but soon.

But in the meantime, I've been thinkin'…

Getting curious. Wondering…

Ever written any stories, babygirl?

I dunno what the answer is, but something tells me…

Yes.

And if I'm right?

Babe. Can't wait til you're comfortable sharing.

‘Cuz I wanna read everything.

(Told you before… I devour every word of yours I have ever encountered… Posts on your old professional account? De-fucking-licious)

But every now and then I start thinking…
Who even is this woman I've fallen so deeply in love with?

And every time it happens, whenever that answer gets fleshed out even a little bit more?

I find myself falling even deeper.

Because, babe. You aren't just my fantasy.

You are my dream. In every way.

The shape of you that I have in my head?

(and no, I'm not talking about that shape, though good lord almighty…)

(by the way… if you ever catch sight of my phone's lock screen… well. it's not as abstract as most people might assume… ahem)

But, no, I mean the shape of you. The woman that you are. In your heart, and in your mind.

I've had it, so closely, for a long, long time…

But every now and then, gotta nudge a little bit here, smudge a little bit there…

And yet, each time it happens, the only thing I really find

is that I love you even more.

So, so much more. Even once I decided, years ago, that such a thing was no longer possible.

That you had maxed out that particular meter.

But, god… no. Not even close, it turns out.

The Grinch's heart grew three sizes…

Mine, little miss Cindy Lou Who?

Mine has grown a thousandfold, just since we started our walks.

Good lord, you are. Everything. Everything.

I love you, babygirl.

You have no idea.

(and neither, it keeps turning out, do I)

Ever and always…

Yours.